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“..I’m not going to do that, no one is going to let that happen….And as for the lies, you may think that..But you’re human in a way you know, you aren’t just made up of lies…You truly care about your sons, about your wife–……..Those feelings are honest..”

“…..And guess what, you aren’t perfect Dimitri, no one can be…Every single person has their screw-ups that haunt them…their faults they can’t stop thinking about..But-….that’s fine, that’s okay….It’s okay for you not to know what to do sometimes Dimitri, it’s okay to not always have the answers all the time…I-It’s okay to be ‘human’…”

         “but I’m Not Human I’m this thing. I’m a snake. A thing with memories of a human life! That me,it really is dead…I lied to myself..those feelings..they’re lies as always..theyre all lies just like me. I’m a shell of what used to be,a remnant of a worthless man who was killed…Chloe..Reese and Dri…you..they’re something that should be cared about and loved…

   Something I really don’t deserve…A shell of what once was, It can’t..keep lying to it’s self…Chloe’s gonna be off to deal with her own feelings…something I couldn’t help with…Reese and Dri…they were gonna leave..what kinda father would I have been if the did leave,and I could’t hve stopped them? And my best friend..my best friend and brother,that was with me when I was alive..do I really seem like the person you knew!? I caused all that damn pain you’re in all the time,mental,physical,emotional-! Because I wanted to FUCKING KILL MYSELF-”

   “Why couldn’t Just stay dead like I wanted too. They’d be better off,everyone would…I can’t do shit right…yeah..I wanted to help..I wanted to help everyone…but I can’t do shit,because I can’t even help myself.”